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ulang tahunku tanggal 31 Dec LOH! hahahaha.
30 days left. tambah tua ae aku TT. tapi untung dikelas aku paling muda kedua.
hahaha. masih ada yg muda dibawahku , setengah bulan :O
lompat kelas dia. ckck.
Back to december
bytheway, 2 years left from that day. ah :') I have so many good memories in that year, 2008, december.
hahahha. rasae kayak mbalek lagi ke waktu itu. cuma, gak bakal bisa mutar waktu. orang itu udah gak ada, dan gak bakal ada lagi. CKCK.
aku tau kebenarannya, tapi gak bisa ngelupain perasaan2 itu. even whenever I hear those our favorite songs it feels like I can rewind the time..
kayaknya, tahun itu kado terspesialku "him"
tapi udah lewat. jadi sama aja kayak kadoku hilang.
but, I know. this year, I will get better from him :)
lagian uda berapa tahun sih. mungkin cuma feeling. tp hidup bakal terus move on and goes on kan. everything will be okay in time :)
Back To December - Taylor Swift
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.
All the time
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.
All the time
Favorite Girl - Justin Bieber
I always knew you were the best
The coolest girl I know
So prettier than all the rest
The star of my show
So many times I wished
You'd be the one for me
But never knew it'd get like this
Girl, what you do to me
You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl, you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
You're used to goin' out your way
To impress these Mr. Wrongs
But you can be yourself with me
I'll take you as you are
I know they said believe in love
It's a dream that can't be real
So girl let's write a fairytale
And show 'em how we feel
You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
Baby it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
You take my breath away
With everything you say
I just wanna be with you
My baby, my baby, oh
My miss don't play no games
Treat you no other way
Than you deserve
'Cause you're the girl of my dreams
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
You're my favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite girl, my favorite girl)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite, my favorite)
(My favorite girl, my favorite girl)
Favorite girl
I always knew you were the best
The coolest girl I know
So prettier than all the rest
The star of my show
So many times I wished
You'd be the one for me
But never knew it'd get like this
Girl, what you do to me
You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl, you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
You're used to goin' out your way
To impress these Mr. Wrongs
But you can be yourself with me
I'll take you as you are
I know they said believe in love
It's a dream that can't be real
So girl let's write a fairytale
And show 'em how we feel
You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
Baby it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
You take my breath away
With everything you say
I just wanna be with you
My baby, my baby, oh
My miss don't play no games
Treat you no other way
Than you deserve
'Cause you're the girl of my dreams
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
You're my favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite girl, my favorite girl)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite, my favorite)
(My favorite girl, my favorite girl)
Favorite girl
Hunting "mendadak"
Hunting Mendadak - 27 November , 2010 - Supermall , PTC ♥
Model : Beatrix Kistantiana. Twitter : @beamours
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Bokeh
No, I'm not perfect. But, I'm proud for being the real I am. I am what I am. and I'm nothing without God ♥
fly so high
HA HA HA . it's now 25th november. oh, what a feeling. I feel like I'm really really flying. Every time I see that pretty smile, aw! I'm melting. is this called love? :$
I always think about him. yeah, in every thing that I do. every time he's near my heart beat so fast. Then, I can't stop smiling when I remember every words that you've spoke. ha ha ha. this is a real feeling, and I thought I'm dreaming then I pinched myself and it hurts *innocentface* but really, I can't stop smiling. the way he speak, the way he move, the way he say my name, the way he touch me, the way he smile, the way he laugh and everything about him! he drives me crazy! REALLY. I'm not lying. ha ha. he is perfect, really perfect.
honestly, I never feel this way before. to be smiling with no reason, and always happy whatever what happened. as long as he is around, I won't see anything but him. You're the one and only boy :)
When he standing next to me, close enough to touch, everyone disappear, feels like I throw away all of my fears every time he's near. He got me dreaming like a fool. yes, this is the first time I feel this way. and just so you know, a couple days ago, I dreamed of him. aww, how cool :D
" I'm only me when I'm with him. "
I'm just a human, not perfect, and have many fears. but every time he's near, the fear is gone. But, when I'm flying so high and I feel like I'm in the sky, the thought of "he will never be mine" comes and I fall, so HURT. err. but, I don't care. I try to get up over and over again. even if it hurts, I have to pass it. this is worth fighting for, but if in the end I won't get him, it means God prepared me someone else to love me just the way I am.
I always think about him. yeah, in every thing that I do. every time he's near my heart beat so fast. Then, I can't stop smiling when I remember every words that you've spoke. ha ha ha. this is a real feeling, and I thought I'm dreaming then I pinched myself and it hurts *innocentface* but really, I can't stop smiling. the way he speak, the way he move, the way he say my name, the way he touch me, the way he smile, the way he laugh and everything about him! he drives me crazy! REALLY. I'm not lying. ha ha. he is perfect, really perfect.
honestly, I never feel this way before. to be smiling with no reason, and always happy whatever what happened. as long as he is around, I won't see anything but him. You're the one and only boy :)
When he standing next to me, close enough to touch, everyone disappear, feels like I throw away all of my fears every time he's near. He got me dreaming like a fool. yes, this is the first time I feel this way. and just so you know, a couple days ago, I dreamed of him. aww, how cool :D
" I'm only me when I'm with him. "
I'm just a human, not perfect, and have many fears. but every time he's near, the fear is gone. But, when I'm flying so high and I feel like I'm in the sky, the thought of "he will never be mine" comes and I fall, so HURT. err. but, I don't care. I try to get up over and over again. even if it hurts, I have to pass it. this is worth fighting for, but if in the end I won't get him, it means God prepared me someone else to love me just the way I am.
Bieber Justin
" There's always so much laughter at the end of the road. "
This is one of Justin Bieber's "First Step 2 Forever" quotes. I love it. since I got my own "First Step 2 Forever" I get interested with Justin Bieber. yeah, before that I don't really like Jbieber, and I don't know why. But that feeling's gone when I open the first chapter and I fad to read it. hahaha it was cool when the "nothing" feeling gone and change into a "love" feeling to Jbieber. He is awesome, and I just realized it :)
no matter what they say, I love Justin Bieber. Hahaha. but, just so you know. I'm not maniac.
" Every One of my fans is so special to me. "Justin Bieber inspired me with his songs. not just one, more than one his songs inspired me to be stronger every day, like #NeverSayNever. hahaha :]
and by the way, i can't wait for his "My World Acoustic" :( I really want to buy his album. aaaa.
I still remembered what he wrote in his 'first book' ha ha ha ( actually i copied from the book ha ha ) "you won't hear me complain about how my life is going, but I hope someday I'll be out on Star Lake with my own grandkid, reeling in brown trout and telling stories about how all of us would get together by the fire pit in the evening, everybody laughing and talking at once, the same way we did at Christmas dinner" every time I read this part it feels like I want to cry and smile, oh how romantic he is. ha ha
Bitter Tea - English
This is my Favorite song, and this song is meaningful ;)
Bitter Tea , From Bang Bang Tang
Smiling slightly as I looked at you; the more serious you looked, the more painful my heart was
The street-lamp at the start of the road seemed to be laughing at me for being stupid.
There’s nothing much I can do, but I have more sincerity than everyone else.
[i] brew a cup of bitter tea, and accompany you till the wee hours of the morning.
Did you know, that you have a very adorable uniqueness,
That fills me up with courage to battle the coldness of winter.
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
How can I let you understand that I love you?
After that you nod and say “I do”.
[i] want to take care of you and protect you
At this moment, [i] just want to hold you tightly.
Did you know that you also have a very adorable naivety
Your speaking like a male chauvinist perfects your charm to 100 percent.
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
How can I let you understand that I love you?
After that you nod and say “I do”.
[i] want to take care of you and protect you
At this moment, [i] just want to hold you tightly.
Although ‘forever’ doesn’t seem possible without you,
A miracle will happen upon two right people.
The street-lamp at the start of the road seemed to be laughing at me for being stupid.
There’s nothing much I can do, but I have more sincerity than everyone else.
[i] brew a cup of bitter tea, and accompany you till the wee hours of the morning.
Did you know, that you have a very adorable uniqueness,
That fills me up with courage to battle the coldness of winter.
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
How can I let you understand that I love you?
After that you nod and say “I do”.
[i] want to take care of you and protect you
At this moment, [i] just want to hold you tightly.
Did you know that you also have a very adorable naivety
Your speaking like a male chauvinist perfects your charm to 100 percent.
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
How can I let you understand that I love you?
After that you nod and say “I do”.
[i] want to take care of you and protect you
At this moment, [i] just want to hold you tightly.
Although ‘forever’ doesn’t seem possible without you,
A miracle will happen upon two right people.
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